As time keeps moving, I'm now 24 already. I've met some challenges from my life. I'm now living in Phnom Penh city, working as a Food and Beverage Server. Though I don't earn much money from that but I'm just happy with what I'm doing and glad to see that I've made my family proud that I'm not kind of a useless child anymore. My split my salary to many shares, 1st for my mother, 2nd for my rented house, 3rd for my Food etc... I've gained my ability or capacity that my work place notice that I'm doing a good job which made me happy. Though I cant go to school anymore but the only way that I can keep my English work is to speak to Foreigners. And now my English seems to dis-improve because I haven't practice much. Let's talk about this month, it's a Christmas month. Everywhere in Cambodia is decorated with the flakes of the snow and the photo of Santa Clause. I don't know who I will change the gift with or maybe none, it means I'm forever alone. But that doesn't matter much to me because I've been living alone since 2011, without any love from any girls.
Now it's time to work!

Thanks those who read my blog!

Regards,
Sothear!
Forever Alone. 

What I am doing recently.

After I left TGC (The Global Child), I went to another organization to find my true future. In 2010, I walked in to the organization which is call PSE (Pour un Sourire d'Enfant) (located in Phnom Penh city) and learn a training call FBS (Food and Beverage Service). I learned there for 2 years and a half. Within those 2 years, I've experienced many mistakes that I've done during my academy. My teachers educated me to be a professional staff in the F&B work. I got loads of knowledge of the Food and Beverage including how to make cocktails, mock-tails, know procedure of  the wine making and made of what.

Now, I am in Siem Reap to have an internship about the F&B in one hotel which is the one of the best hotels in Siem Reap but it can be in Cambodia. I've been in SR for about 3 weeks and with work. It's unbelievable that I could bear with those staff because sometimes I always argue with my teachers when they ask me to do loads of things. But I'm really annoyed with them, they always blame me when I didn't listen to them.

After I finish my internship, I am responsible to make a report to my teachers and gonna have a presentation to them. After that I am gonna be in the world of works in the hospitality in the F&B department.

Thanks those who read my blog.

Best regards,
Sothear

Goodbye Mylove

លាហើយ My Love

Tonight ខ្យល់បកសែនរំភើយ ឪរូបខ្ញុំអើយ Why don’t sleep?
រឺក៏ Sorrow ក្នុងដួងចិត្ត Make បងនឹកគិតរឿង In Past។
The moon ពេញវង់រះលើSky I miss ឆោមឆាយពេញឪរ៉ា
Why do you ឃ្លាតមិនវាចា ធ្វើឲ្យរៀមរ៉ាសែន Restive។
អនុស្សារីយ៍ You and me យើងធ្លាប់ Happy Together
But now រៀមបងសែន suffer បងជា Teacherគ្មានMoney។
រូបបង Poor ពិត Butចិត្តស្មោះ My heart អាឡោះអាល័យស្នេហ៏
Love you ពិតមែនឥត Change ទេ នឹក Everyday តែ darling។
Valentine’s day បងជូនផ្កា តែអូនប្រាប់ថា No value
ព្រោះ Your new love គេបានជូន ឲ្យស្រស់មាសស្ងួន Diamond ring។
បងសែនឈឺចាប់ nearly die ព្យាយាមិន Cry try forget
You tell me ថារូបបង late គ្មានអ្វី Regret let me go។
លុះដល់ This time I know ច្បាស់ Why do you ផ្លាស់ jilt ចោលបង
ព្រោះ I’m poor ណាស់ខុសបំណង ដែលរូបអ្នកប៉ង In your life។
Money សំខាន់ជាងភក្ដី អូនយក Love ថ្មី forget បង
Forget ទាំងអស់រឿងកន្លង Forget រូបបងជា teacher។
សែនស្ដាយ My love ទុក for you ដែលខំតស៊ូ teach students
Save some money ព្រោះសុបិន ចង់បានមាសឆ្អិនជា My wife។
ដឹងទេបេះដូងបង Still pain ចិត្តសោកសង្រែង nostalgic
No hope ថាបងអាចនឹង meet ព្រោះស្រស់វមិត្រ No pity។
Goodbye ក្ដីស្នេហ៏គ្មានមេត្តា In mind ពើតផ្សាគ្មានរសាយ
Please marry ចុះណាឆោមឆាយ ធ្វើម្ដេចត្រានត្រើយ Need Dollars។

What I am doing now!!

Before I left TGC, TGC taught me lots of things that I am now able to do things by my own. Right now I am teaching my new classmates in English. Because their knowledge are lower than me.

My new school is gorgeous; it gives me loads of things like knowledge and other skills for me to earn money to support my family. I also appreciate TGC that gave me lots of abilities so than now I am able to join this school and be the best in class.

And I also know the reason why I want to leave TGC because I don't know when can I finish college and go to university and find a suitable job.
And that was also my fault that I made a wrong decision. But I am also happy when I left TGC and can find a good school too besides TGC.

In two more years, I will have my own job and can earn enough money to support my everyday activities comparet to TGC may be I need to spend half of my life to find a job.
However, I am delighted to say that thanks to TGC.

Bye

7th January

Hi,

I think everybody in Cambodia knows this day. It's the second birth of Cambodia that they survive from the Khmer Rouge Regime.

Today, I mean this 7th January, people in Siem Reap and also people in Phnom Penh they celebrate this day to remeber the day that Cambodia has survived from the CRUEL Regime. In Siem Reap, the ministry form a meeting and they provide the Khmer traditinal dancers to dance in the ministry region. My friends and Mum Lim (the chief) and Mum Pov (the cleaner) come to see the dance too.

I hope the Khmer Rouge Regime won't happen again in Cambodia. And please Cambodian struggle to the future and make Cambodia becomes the powerful Kingdom like in Jayavarman II's reign.

Struggle we Strugle to the end of the Earth.

Khmer New Year Festival

Khmer New Year Festival is a festival which Cambodian people have days off to visit their family. And it always starts from 13th-15th of April.
It is one of the best festivals in Cambodia which is very happy for all Cambodian.

During this festival, most Cambodian people take food to the pagoda in order to make their family become richer and healthier. And also during this time, most adults go to play Khmer popular games in the pagoda like Singing, Dancing(Cambodia dance), Hiding and Seeking ...etc.

I have a week to see my family. On that day I will go to visit my family that I left for a long time to study. After that, I will go for a walk with my friends or siblings. Then I need to talk with parents about my studies in Siam Reap.

Finally I love Khmer New Year festival and I still love others, but this one is my favorite festival. I will tell all of you more about festivals in my country when it is nearly time for them to happen.

Tongue Twister

I. Oneone was a race horse. Tutu was one too. Oneone won one race. Tutu won one too.
II. I scream. You scream. We all scream for ice-cream.
III. How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck chuck could chuck wood?
=>ANS: As much as a woodchuck wood chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood.
IV. How many cans can a cannibal nibble if a cannibal can nibble cans?
=>ANS: As many as a cannibal can nibble if a cannibal can nibble cans.
V. Peter Piper picked a pack of pickled peppers. A pack of pickled pepper Peter Piper picked. If Peter picked a pack of pickled peppers, the pack of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked.
VI. Fuzzywuzy was a bear. Fuzzywuzy had no hair. Fuzzywuzy wasn't fuzy. Was he?
VII.I saw Susie sitting in a shoe shine shop. Where she sits she shines, and where she shines she sits.
VIII.Send toast to ten tense stout saints' ten tall tents.
IX.The thirty-three thieves thought that they thrilled the throne throughout Thursday.
X.Can you can a can as a canner can can a can?